So I spent tonight alternately glued to my television continuing my marathon of season one of the X-Files and watching The Next Food Network Star (which I won’t spoil, but I was happy about), which was great except for the part where I found myself making comments like, “Oh my God. Jag and Paul totally need to run off and have gay, psuedomilitary babies,” and then people would ask about their friendship and Paul would say something like, “We’re in love,” and laugh it off even as Jag grabbed his hand and stroked his knee and cried about their relationship. (I’m not making this shit up. The hot gay action on Food Network is out of this world.)
Many thanks to the people who gave suggestions about how not to feel like a failure; it’s always nice to know that I’m not alone. (By the way, LTLJ, your feeling like a failure is unacceptable, given the fact that I would chew off my right leg to have your career — I bite my thumb, lovingly, at you. Actually, this goes with a lot of you guys who admitted to sometimes feeling like failure — you guys all give a bad name to failure.)
By the way, here’s the winning combination on how to cheer up:
11 episodes of Bad Couple
+ 2 new episodes of Coffee Prince (the gayness, it continues in terrifying ways)
+ new (and appropriately terrible) Okane Ga Nai OAV (I’m ashamed that I downloaded this)
+ High School Musical (don’t judge me)
+ slashing people from The Next Food Network Star
+ SVMadelyn kindly reminding me that I hate all my internships and have been miserable every summer since I’ve been in college, so really, this is normal
+ did I mention 2 new episodes of Coffee Prince at MySoju.com?
feeling much, much better.
You guys rule.